Thursday, June 30, 2011

भले दिनों की बात थी, भली सी एक शक्ल थी


भले दिनों की बात थी, भली सी एक शक्ल थी
ना ये कि हुस्ने ताम हो, ना देखने में आम सी|      [हुस्न ताम - पूरा शबाब]

ना ये कि वो चले तो कहकशां सी रहगुजर लगे    [कहकशां - आकाशगंगा]
मगर वो साथ हो तो फिर भला भला सफ़र लगे|

कोई भी रुत हो उसकी छब, फ़जा का रंग रूप थी
वो गर्मियों की छांव थी, वो सर्दियों की धूप थी|

ना मुद्दतों जुदा रहे, ना साथ सुबहो शाम हो
ना रिश्ता-ए-वफ़ा पे ज़िद, ना ये कि इज्ने आम हो|    [इज्ने आम - सभी को इजाजत]

ना ऐसी खुश लिबासियां, कि सादगी हया करे
ना इतनी बेतकल्लुफ़ी, की आईना हया करे|      [हया - शर्म]

ना इखतिलात में वो रम, कि बदमजा हो ख्वाहिशें    [इखतिलात - दोस्ती,   रम - वहशत]
ना इस कदर सुपुर्दगी , कि ज़िच करे नवाजिशें|

ना आशिकी ज़ुनून की, कि ज़िन्दगी अजाब हो
ना इस कदर कठोरपन, कि दोस्ती खराब हो|

कभी तो बात भी खफ़ी, कभी सुकूत भी सुखन         [खफ़ी - छिपी हुई, चुप्पी]
कभी तो किश्ते ज़ाफ़रां, कभी उदासियों का बन|    [किश्ते ज़ाफ़राँ - केसर की क्यारी]

सुना है एक उम्र है, मुआमलाते दिल की भी
विसाले-जाँफ़िजा तो क्या, फ़िराके-जाँ-गुसल की भी|    
[विसाले जाँफ़िजा - प्राणवर्धक मिलन, फ़िराके जाँ गुसिल - प्राण घातक दूरी]

सो एक रोज क्या हुआ, वफ़ा पे बहस छिड़ गई
मैं इश्क को अमर कहूं , वो मेरी ज़िद से चिढ़ गई|

मैं इश्क का असीर था, वो इश्क को कफ़स कहे      [असीर - कैदी, कफ़स - पिन्जरा, कैद खाना]
कि उम्र भर के साथ को, वो बदतर अज़ हवस कहे|   [अज हवस - हवस से भी खराब]

शजर हजर नहीं कि हम, हमेशा पा ब गिल रहें    [शजर - पेड, हजर - पत्थर,  पा-ब-गिल - विवश]
ना ढोर हैं कि रस्सियां, गले में मुस्तकिल रहें|   [मुस्तकिल - लगातार]

मोहब्बतें की वुसअतें, हमारे दस्तो पा में हैं      [वुसअतें - लम्बाई/ चौड़ाई,  दस्तो-पा - हाथ/ पैर
बस एक दर से निस्बतें, सगाने-बावफ़ा में हैं|   [निस्बतें - संबन्ध,  सगाने-बावफ़ा - वफ़ादार कुत्ते]

मैं कोई पेन्टिंग नहीं, कि एक फ़्रेम में रहूं
वही जो मन का मीत हो, उसी के प्रेम में रहूं|

तुम्हारी सोच जो भी हो, मैं उस मिजाज की नहीं
मुझे वफ़ा से बैर है, ये बात आज की नहीं|

न उसको मुझपे मान था, न मुझको उसपे ज़ोम ही    [ज़ोम - गुमान]
जो अहद ही कोई ना हो, तो क्या गमे शिकस्तगी|   [अहद - वचन बद्धता,  गमे शिकस्तगी - टूटने का गम]

सो अपना अपना रास्ता, हंसी खुशी बदल दिया
वो अपनी राह चल पड़ी, मैं अपनी राह चल दिया|

भली सी एक शक्ल थी, भली सी उसकी दोस्ती
अब उसकी याद रात दिन, नहीं, मगर कभी कभी|

Monday, June 27, 2011

Hope

I am waiting for the end just to see your face,
I'm just standing on the world to get out of space
You're the only one and your love is all I need
But you're not mine, you're just a dream
A silly dream for me…
As you can see I'm going down, falling on my knees
Watching you go and rolling tears from my eyes
You're passing me by saying hello
I see your eyes and waving at you
But can't take it no more

Please talk to me, give me some hope
I need your love, I need you
I can't live no more
Writing stupid poems because of you..

Pointless life, without love which is true,
My eyes full of tears when I'm looking at you
You're so sweet, that drive me insane
There is no words what I can say..

I hate the love I hate myself
Can't wait to say but I can't say
I'll give you part of me I swear
Just leave me the hope to the end of the day..

अधूरी चाहत : Ankita Jain


आज फिर वो मेरे ख्वाबों में आया,
आज फिर उसने मुझे नींद से जगाया !
जाने कब होंगे ख़तम ये सिलसिले उसकी आहट के,
जाने कब होंगे सपने पूरे उस अधूरी चाहत के !!

कायल था जो कभी मेरी मगरूम मोहब्बत का,
लफ्ज़-ए-बयां कराती थी उसे अहसास ज़न्नत का !
पर जाने कब बदले ये सिलसिले उस सुकून और राहत के,
जाने कब होंगे सपने पूरे उस अधूरी चाहत के !!

नहीं है नाता अब कोई, मेरा और उस परछाईं का,
फिर अब भी क्यूँ हैं वो शहज़ादा मेरे ख्वाबों और तन्हाई का !
जाने कब हटेंगे काले बदरा उस बेरहम शराफत के,
जाने कब होंगे सपने पूरे उस अधूरी चाहत के !!
Original Post: Ankita's Facebook Page

Friday, June 24, 2011

I don't hate you because...

I don't hate you because you left me,
I hate you because you said you would never leave..

I don't hate you because of what you said,
I hate you because you lied..

I don't hate you because of what we did,
I hate you because those are now memories lingering in my head..

I don't hate you because you made me feel this way,
I hate you because I never wanted to feel like this again in the end..

I hate loving you..
Damn, I loved you....

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Mayoos mat hona

Mayoos mat hona yeh ek gunnah hota hai,
Milta wahi hai jo qismat main likha hota hai..!

Har cheez mile humey ye zaroori to nahi,
Kuch cheezon ka zikar doosre jahan main hota hai..!

Jo khud ko koste hain woh shayed bekhabar hain,
Kuch paa lene ka ikhtiyar khud pe bhi hota hai..!

Har aik ko barsar-e-ilzam kyun thehrayen hum,
Apne samne bhi tou aik aaina hota hai..!

Hum apni zindagi se kyun haar jayein,
Gar doobta hai sooraj tou kal bhi ujala hota hai !! ♥

तुम भी परेशां हम भी परेशान दिल्ली में

तुम भी परेशां हम भी परेशान दिल्ली में
हम दो ही तो दुखी है इन्सान दिल्ली में

किसी भूके को यहाँ कोई रोटी नहीं देता
दिल छोटे और बड़े है मकान दिल्ली में

रिश्ता बनता नहीं की टूट जाता है पहले
इश्क हो या दोस्ती कुछ नहीं आसान दिल्ली में

आते आते आया ख्याल ये भी तोबा की
मौत है महँगी सस्ती है जान दिल्ली में

यु तो हादसे हर रात होते है बेदिल मगर
बचते नहीं सुबह उनके निशान दिल्ली में

--दीपक बेदिल

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

I never thought...

I never thought that I'm gonna miss you,
The friend I cherish and treasure like you.
I really never thought that I'm gonna miss you,
But here I am now missing you.

I remember the days when we're together,
We're like Romeo and Juliet as lovers.
Hanging on the phone talking to each other,
But here I am now alone to suffer.

You make my world go round,
You make me hear sweet sound.
You make my feet standing firm on the ground,
But here I am now, missing you and so down.

Will you ever come back to let me stand?
Is there a time for me to hold your hand?
I hope that time will come that I'll never gonna miss you,
‘Cos that time is the time I'll say that… I Love You! 

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

I gave..

I gave my life, Want you to live with me
I gave you my love, Want you to love me
I gave you my heart, Want you to save me
I gave you my trust, Want you to be honest
I gave you my body, Want you to hold tight
I gave you my soul, Want you to be eternal
I gave you every thing, To show my love and affection.... ♥

Monday, June 20, 2011

A Special World for You and Me

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

You’re perfect!

You’re perfect because everything you do makes me smile.
Every second spent with you is worthwhile.
When you laugh at me, I laugh too,
Everyone else can see I’m devoted to you.
I love your eyes and the way they shine,
you don’t tell lies and you’re so cute when you whine.
When you get mad, you can’t hide it,
Even when you’re sad, I can find it.
I can never stop thinking about you,
My love for you has no clue !!

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

You are the Best!

Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
Look at the sunny side of everything & make your optimism come true.
Think only of the best, work only for the best. Forget the mistakes of the past &
press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time for criticizing others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side and everything in it, as long as you are true to the best. Don't, Never, DO NOT stop believing that, You're the Best! 

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are... .....!!!

Monday, June 13, 2011

Tum to nahi ho??

Sun Li Khda Ne Woh Dua Tum To Nahi Ho
Darwaze Pe Dastak Ki Sadaa Tum To Nahi Ho,

Simti Hoi Sharmai Hoi Raat Ki Raani
Soi Hoi Kaliyon Ki Hayaa Tum To Nahi Ho,

Mehsoos Kiya Tum Ko To Geeli Hoi Palkeen
Bhege Howe Mosam Ki Adaa Tum To Nahi Ho,

In Ajnabi Raahon Mein Nahi Koi Bhi Mera
Kis Ne Mujhe Yoon Apna Kaha, Tum To Nahi Ho.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Beyond The Sea



My dear sweet Love,
Your face lights up my world every morning,

Your smile keeps my heart & attitude
..where they should be,
Your love wraps me up and cuddles me even when
...I don't deserve it,
My heart breaks every night
...when we say Good Night, 
Thank you God for another day
.. to see & hear from you again!
I Love you & that Love will NEVER stop,
No matter what you do!!

I wasn't aware that he came
only to love me for a while..
I was aiming to be with him forever 
But he's not willing to work it all out..
It hurts too much but all I can do,
Is watch him go away.. 
And that's the end of it..
There goes my forever.. 
There goes my life..
I know he's gone but,
Holding on to him has became,
My way to keep me alive.
Just because my eyes don't tear,
...doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry..
And just because I come out strong

...doesn't mean there's nothing wrong..
Often, I choose to pretend 
I'm happy,
So, I don't have to explain myself to people,
...who will never understand..
Smiling has always been easier
....than explaining why I'm sad....
Each Day I am Holding a Hope to
Welcome the Next Day.

You know Why?
...Because I am Waiting for You.

Even though I’m Laughing
But you didn’t Try to See My Feelings.
My Pains And my Life Without You

Just See Once You will Realize Then,
How Much I do Love You.

Loving is not just that you look good to me or I like you...
It's your heart looks good to me and mine already beats for you,
It's not that you should also love me...
It's a feeling that one day... my trust and hopes will melt your heart,
And you yourself will start loving me...
That is the main belief in love,
Which makes it hard not to believe this and let go...

Love: It starts with...

It starts as a doubt,
Grows to a feeling,
Expands to hugs,
Evolves to kisses,
Turns into tears,
...Converts into kisses,
Turns into tears again,
Declines slowly,
Turns into a small fear,
Grows into a bigger one,
Converts into words,
Words who turn into tears,
Tears into depression,
Depression into forgotten memories,
Forgotten memories into remembers,
And remembers turn into a small but meaningful smile.

It'll be okay

He's doing the best he can...
But you broke his heart;

You killed his soul.....
And you expect him to be okay after that?
His smile ... doesn't shine anymore,

His laughter is forced.
He doesn't like to talk about it because all he wants is to forget.
The tears bring back memories during the day,

And nightmares keep him up at night.
He's lost. He's broken. 

And all he wants is to hear you say it'll be okay.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

..The Greatest Gift

I sit here and realize how strong I've become,
with such confidence I feel that I finally found that one.
This feeling is so strong I'm powerful when she's present.
It feels like a day of Christmas after opening my first present,
The joy that she brings is the most wonderful thing,
It's like December and April or Christmas in Spring,
I Love my royal Queen, my soul she uplifts,
and she LOVES me back, for me that's the greatest gift.

Monday, June 6, 2011

क्या होता है...

चाँद की सिमट नज़र जाये तो क्या होता है,
रात किसी की याद में गुजर जाये तो क्या होता है?

कितनी मासूम अदा से वो मुझे पूछता है,
जब कोई दिल में उतर जाये तो क्या होता है?

मेरे दोस्त तू फ़क़त इतना बता दे उसको,
आदमी जीते जी मर जाये तो क्या होता है!!

कोई अनजान से शख्स का किसी पिछले पहर,
अक्स आँखों में ठहर जाये तो क्या होता है,

दर्द देकर मुझे वो हँसता रहा और बोला,
दर्द जब हद से गुजर जाये तो क्या होता है|