Monday, January 31, 2011

THIS IS LIFE!!!


...When There is no friend,
...When Life is on the Dead End,
When World is not a Paradise,
When your Confidence Dies,
Tell yourself:-
Go on, THIS IS LIFE!

When Things don't Go Right,
When there is no Ray of Light,
And its Too Hard to Survive,
Tell yourself:-
Go on, THIS IS LIFE!

When there is Competition to face,
When you are Lagging behind in the Race,
When you've Lost faith in God,
When Others don't Respect you,
Tell yourself:-
Go on, THIS IS LIFE!
When you're not Amongst the Admirable few,
When for a Question, you can't find a Solution,
When ol U R Sure about, is Confusion,
Tell yourself:-
Go on, THIS IS LIFE!

When your Destination is Miles Apart,
When U dont know Where to Start,
When all you See around is Pain,
When your Hard work is in Vain,
Tell yourself:-
Go on, THIS IS LIFE!

Even though all this Happens,
Just have Faith in Self
& Face the Life with Smile,
Things will Surely Change Oneday,
Because as Said:
" THIS IS LIFE " :)

And now I miss everything About you....


I can't believe I still want you.
After all the things we've
Been through.

I miss everything about you
...Without you…

I see your blue eyes
Every time I close mine.

You make it hard to see
Where I belong to when I'm not
Around you.

It's like I'm gone with me.

But I never told you what I should have said
No I never told you, I just held it in.

And now I miss everything
About you.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

for I have and will always love you......


Just this one moment I ask this from you,
just one more time to show you my love is true.
I will set aside all the word of anger you have said,
just grant me this last place in time before I am dead.
I will not proclaim the hate I feel inside,
let me hold you close and have you be at my side.
You left me when I needed you the most.
In tears I begged you to come just this one last time,
forget your hate and I will forgive your crime.
Take my hand like you have done before,
see into my dieing eyes and see into my heart's core.
I have loved no other like I have ever loved you,
now life has set its stage for me and I know what I must do.
My body crumbles and my spirit can now be laid to rest,
for lover, friend and mate you are the very best.
I close my eyes and whisper these last words to you,
for I have and will always love you.

Hurt in Love


You were my day
You were my night
Even when you were far away
You shined for me so bright

You were my sun
You were my moon
You had made fun with me
It was me to save you from doom

My days now turning gray
My nights now covered in dark
There is one thing I wanna say
You had broken me & my heart

I'd give everything to you
You were happy, and made me smile
But your happiness was not true
I felt that just for a while

I thought you'd really love me
Now you act to me so cruel
Can't stand it but I do see
I was just a stupid fool

If you were trying to break me
I got to disappoint you
I am strong and so I'll be forever
Your little vicious plan has not come true

A broken heart...
A deep wound
A wound that I can heal
The problem is the built bound
And the pain that now I feel

My friends are with me
They are always like a shield by my side
That's the reason why, you gonna see
You cannot kill me and my pride

Life means joy and sorrow
These are life's obvious part
 But we all wish to fulfill
 The dreams in our heart.

Friday, January 28, 2011

Potential Break-Up : Aly and AJ


It took too long
It took too long
It took to long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday

I played along
I played along
I played along
rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would forget that?

The type of guy who doesn’t see
What he has until she leaves
Don’t let me go
Cause without me, you know you’re lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know

You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
Livin’ with me
You’re not winnin’ till you’re winnin’
Winnin’ me
You’re not gettin’ till you’re gettin’
Gettin’ to me
You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
living for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me

We got along
We got along
We got along until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back

You can send it in a box
I don’t care just drop it off
I won’t be home
Cause without me, you know you’re lost
Minus you I’m better off
Soon you will know

You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
Livin’ with me
You’re not winnin’ till you’re winnin’
Winnin’ me
You’re not gettin’ till you’re gettin’
Gettin’ to me
You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
living for me

You can try, you can try
You know I know it’d be a lie
Without me you’re gonna die
So you better think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly
Mess up the situation that your gonna miss dearly, dearly
C’mon

You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
Livin’ with me
You’re not winnin’ till you’re winnin’
Winnin’ me
You’re not gettin’ till you’re gettin’
Gettin’ to me
You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
living for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me

This is the potential make-up song
please just admit you’re wrong
Which will it be?
Which will it be?

Just after and After a Breakup


Brakeup

Phase 1
If I say I didn’t love you
I would be lying
...Cause loving is what I do best.
That strong bond, holding us together
Shattered like a glass.
Dreams I used to see
Replaced by sleepless nights.
Emotions I used to show
Made me crawl on my knees
Begging to you.
The pieces of your memories
Are still alive in my heart.
In the darkness..
Near my bed..
On the floor..
I cry!

Phase 2:
You are still there
In my memories
I still think of you
But I seldom cry
May be life just moves on.
You are there
With the rest now.
I am happy
Not because you are still in my mind
But because of the good times we shared.
My dreams are back
Sometimes, I still see you there.
I still mourn..
I still cry..
Pain is less..
I am ok!

Phase 3:
Days passed
I am happy
Happy for me
...
Happy for you
Now I don’t think about
what I would have had
Today, it’s about what I have
I have someone to take care of me.
The sharp edges of your memories
are completely blunt now.
I still have a note I wrote for you
Today, I read, I smiled, I turned the page
I am stronger now
More spirited
Far away from immature me
I don’t think of you anymore
I am good..
I am happy..
I am apart..

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Its even so hard letting go.....................


I hate hearing your voice at the end I cry already
I want to call back and tell you, but I think
you’re not ready Even though you ask why I cry
these tears of pain not knowing why
The thing is I’m afraid I cry for you that is why I cry
I don’t think one day has gone by
that you haven’t crossed my mind
every time I remember I cry.
I can’t even go to bed, cause when I close my eyes
all I see is you in my head
Why it hurts so bad to love I don’t know
Its even so hard letting go......................

Why Why Why...


I feel like crying
And heart is paining
My heart is bleeding
And my tears start rolling
I am tired of this shit
Tired of this life
Tired of everything
I am tired of all this acting
People are playing too many roles
And i can only have one roles
To act that i am happy
And make people around me happy
But doesnt they understand
That i am a human being like them
Who can feel sad and angry
Why everytime i have to entertain people
Why i just cant be myself
Doesnt God know that i am tired
Why no one can understand me
Why i always have to understand others
Why why why
Who can give me the answer
Why i cant be with the one i love
Why i always have to face cruel facts
Why why why
Why i cant see my real mom
Why i cant see my real dad
Why i cant see my real siblings
Why i have to be jealous to see others with their parents
Why i cant be with my love
Why life has to be so cruel
To let everyone leave me
Why when i think he is the one
And everything just vanish
Why why why Tell me why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
                                                   ~Sonal Dhanani

I need and want only you.....


I am not ashamed to say it or admit it.
I am an addict,
But an addict in a special way.
U see my one desire, craving is you.
I am an addict and my one drug desire is you.
Sometime I find myself willing to do anything
That's just a piece of you.
When you’re near I enjoy the time.
I realize I need you more than ever.
I am out of control and all I want is to love you.
I need and want only you.....

~dedicated to 'her'

Tune Jo Na kaha - NewYork(2009)

Mmmmmmm….mmmmmm…
Mmmmmmm….mmmmmm…
Mmmmmmm….mmmmmm…
Mmmmmmm….mmmmmm…
Tune jo na kaha, mein woh sunta raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha
Mmmm mmm mmmmmm… mmm mmmm

Tune jo na kaha, mein woh sunta raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha
Jaane kiski humein lag gayi hai nazar
Is shehar mein na apna tikana raha
Durr chahat se mein apni chalta raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha

Gar woh pehle se hai zyaada, khud se phir yeh kiya wada
Khamosh nazrein rahe bezuban
Hmmmm…mmm…mmmm….

Apno phele si baatein hai, bolo tho lab thar tharatein hai
Raaz yeh dil ka, na ho bayaan
Ho gaya ke aasar koi hum pe nayi
Humsafar mein tho hai humsafar hai nayi
Durr jatha raha, paas aatha raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha
Hmmm…mmm…mmmmm…

Aaya woh phir nazar aise, baat chidne lagi phir se
Aankho mein chubtha kal ka dhuwaa
Mmmm..mmm…mmm…

Hal tera na hum sa hi, is khushi mein kyun gham sa hi
Basne laga kuyn phir woh jahan
Woh jahan dur jisse gaye te nikal
Phir se yaadon ne kar di hai jaise pehal
Lamha beeta huwa, dil dhukata raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha

Tune jo na kaha, mein woh sunta raha
Khamaka bewaja khwaab buntha raha
Jaane kiski humein lag gayi hai nazar
Is shehar mein na apna tikana raha
Durr chahat se mein apni chalta raha
Bhuj gayi aag thi, dhaag jalta raha

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

No Matter....


No Matter Where You Go..
No Matter What You Do..
If We Grow Apart..
Or Come Closer Together..
If You Fall In Love..
And Forget All About Me..
Or If You Came To Hate Me..
I Want You To Know That
I Will Always Love You..
And Always Be There For You..
No Matter Where Your Destiny Lies..
You Will Always Be My Friend..
And If Fate Tears Us Apart..
Always Remember That No Matter How Long
It Has Been Since We Talked..
Or Why We Stopped Talking..
If Life Brings You Down..
I Will Always Be There For You..
You Can Call Me Anytime..
Anywhere..I Will Listen To You..
I Won't Ever Judge You..
And Always Remember..
I Love You........ :)

I love U..










Tere Bin - Rabbi Shergil


tere bin / besides you
sanu sohnia / my love
koi hor nahio labhna / i shan't find another
jo dave / who'll give
ruh nu sakun / peace to my soul
chukke jo nakhra mera / and indulge me
ve main sare ghumm ke vekhia / i have gone and seen it all
amrika , roos, malaysia / america, russia, malaysiana
kittey vi koi fark si / there wasn't any difference
har kise di koi shart si / they all had some condition
koi mangda mera si sama / some asked for my time
koi hunda surat te fida / some were fascinated with my face
koi mangda meri si vafa / some demanded my fidelity
na koi mangda merian bala / none wanted my demons
tere bin / besides you
hor na kise / no one else
mangni merian bala / wanted my demons
tere bin / besides you
hor na kise / no one else
karni dhup vich chhan / shall shade me in the sun
jiven rukia / (the) way you paused
si tun zara / slightly
nahion bhulna / i shan't forget
main sari umar / all my life
jiven akhia si akhan chura / you said, looking away
"rovenga sanu yad kar" / "you shall weep in my memory"
hasia si main hasa ajeeb / i laughed a strange laugh
(par) tu nahi si hasia / but you didn't
dil vich tera jo raaz si / you had a secret in your heart
mainu tu kyon ni dasia / why didn't you tell me
tere bin / besides you
sanu eh raz / none shall tell this
kise hor nahion dasna / secret to me
tere bin / besides you
peerh da ilaaj / what druid
kis vaid kolon labhna / has the cure to my ills
milia si ajj mainu / i found today
tera ik patra / a note of yours
likhia si jis 'te / on which you had scribbeled
tun shayr varey shah da / a varis shah couplet
park ke si osnu / upon reading which
hanjnu ik duliya / a teardrop fell
akhan 'ch band si / what was locked in the eye
seh raaz ajj khulia / was revealed today
ki tere bin / that other than you
eh mere hanjnu / these tears of mine
kise hor / won't be kissed by
nahio chumna / none else
ki tere bin / that other than you
eh mere hanjhu / these tears of mine
mitti vich rulnha / will wither in the dust

Lyrics Source: http://rabbism.blogspot.com/2005/07/tere-bin-rabbi-shergill-lyrics.html

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

It'll be okay

She's doing the best she can...
but you broke her heart;
you killed her soul.
And you expect her to be okay after that?
Her smile ...doesn't shine anymore,
her laughter is forced.
She doesn't like to talk about it
because all she wants is to forget.
The tears bring back memories during the day,
and nightmares keep her up at night.
She's lost. She's broken.
And all she wants is to hear you say
it'll be okay.

Monday, January 24, 2011

10 Commandements For Your Life...


Re-Shared from virgin blog: http://virgin-blogging.blogspot.com/2010/05/11-commandements-for-your-life.html

10 Commandments For Your Life...

 ... which will be edited and re-edited as I see, fit and think of more.
And better!


1. Everybody lies.
I's true. Accept it, or not! Just assume that no one is telling you the truth because more than likely they're not. They're trying to make you feel better about yourself or save their own ass. Lying is key to getting
through life. Honesty is pretty much overrated and is just going to piss a lot of people off and leave you alone and miserable if you start telling people what you really think about them. If you want a good marriage, lie; if you want that job you've been hoping for, lie and make yourself appear more important and suited for it than you actually are; if you want to stay out of trouble, lie. 
Do I need to keep going or have you gotten the point by now?

2. People don't change.
You may think that a person has improved, but the truth is they are  still the same worthless waste of space they've always been, they  have just discovered more clever ways of hiding it since you  last spoke with them. And that is fucking true! An alcoholic is  always going to be an alcoholic, a cheater is always going to be 
a cheater, a junkie is always going to be a junkie. And a blogger  is always going to be a blogger, if they take some lessons from  me! Stop setting yourself up for disappointment thinking this time  around the person is better and more upstanding, give it a little bit  of time and their true colors will once again show and leave you  disappointed just like you have been numerous times in the past.

3. Whoring around is the key to success.
It's not about how qualified you are or what skills you possess  to get that job you think you deserve. Unless you plan on  constantly brown nosing or blowing the right people in the  company, you're still going to be doing grunt work until the  day you die. The only reason the higher ups got those  positions is because they knew the right people or were  screwing the right people. It's sad, really. You worked so  hard to try to get ahead in the company when you really  didn't have to, you just had to either kiss ass or suck dick.  But hey, since I've told you the key to success, better luck next time.

4. People are not who you think they are.
This goes back to everybody lies. We all put up a front upon first meeting someone to impress them; whether it's someone of  the opposite sex, a boss, a family member, etc. No one is as  they seem. Deep down we're all selfish, hypocritical beings.  As a great philosopher once said, "People are bastard covered 
bastards with a bastard filling."

5. Count on yourself.
You may have those friends that say you two are going to be "bff," but "forever" does not exist when it comes to the relationships you  build. Reverting back to #4, a person's true colors are eventually  going to show and you're going to learn you can't trust the people  you want. It's best to simply look out for number one because in  the end that's all you're going to have.

6. Nothing lasts forever.
Not your relationship, your marriage, your job, etc. Start preparing  for the worst because it's eventually going to come and it's going to  hit you hard. Don't hold onto anything for too long because you're  going to be a broken human being when it's gone from your life.

7. Reading and writing are essential to sanity. 
On a positive note, I recommend everyone read and write at least  once a day. Just let your mind get lost in a better world than this one  by picking up any book you happen to find (unless it's Twilight, I'd  suggest you hang yourself for reading such a horrible series.) Write to get your own ideas out in the open and share those ideas  with others.


8. Think for yourself.
Don't hang onto every word everyone says, not even me. You have a  mind of your own (at least I would hope you do), and you should be  using it. Create your own ideas to possibly help mankind evolve.

9. Question authority.
Just because someone is an authority figure doesn't mean they are  always right. You should question everything anyone tells you. Don't take someone's word because... well... people are liars anyway. 
Don't follow any person or creed blindly.

10. Life's one big joke and your death is the punch line.
Treat life as nothing more than that: a joke. Don't take anything  seriously; not your job, your significant other, the cancer with which  you've been diagnosed. Learn to laugh at yourself... and others.  Learn to laugh. No one likes a jackass with no sense of humor. 





The world will be much better off if everyone takes my lessons to heart.  Don't waste time! Start learning them, NOW!

what has happened to you????

I said I would be there....I'm still standing.
I said I'd never let you go....I'm still hanging on.
I said I love you....I still do.
But what has happened to you ???

I regret...


I regret a lot of things, a lot of things I've done,
Some were really mean, others were quite fun,
To say what I regret the most would be very hard,
Like missing someone's birthday and forgetting to send a card,
Of all the thing I've ever done the one I most regret,
Is falling for some guy I wish I'd never met !!

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Wait for the boy....


Wait for the boy
              who will be your best friend.
The boy who will drop everything,
              just to be with you,
              at anytime of the day,
              no matter what the circumstances.
Wait for the boy
              who makes you smile like no other,
              makes you smile when he smiles.
              and you know that he needs you.
Wait for the boy
              who wants to show you off to the world
              even when you’re in sweats
              and have no makeup on.
Most of all, wait for the boy
              who puts you at the center of his universe
              because obviously, he’ll be at the center of yours. 

He is ..... Prince of every girl's dream


He's funny.
He's gorgeous.
He's helpful.
He's nice.
He's confident.
He's smart.
He's flattering.
He's talented.
He's fashionable.
He's guitar-playing.
He's popular.
He understands you.
He compliments you.
He helps you.
He carries your shopping.
He chases you when you stalk off.
He doesn't mind when you say you hate him.
He is not shy in front of his friends.
He will do anything you ask.
He loves you more than anything.
He calls you beautiful .
He says 'I love you' and mean it.
He always has time for you.
He says he misses you when you just left each other.
He is perfect.
He does not exist but he is every girl's fantasy, Prince of every girl's dream!!!

Friday, January 21, 2011

Kuch Is Tarah - Atif Aslam

Kuch is tarah teri palkein meri palkon se mila de
Aasoo tere saare meri palkon pe sajaa de

Kuch is tarah teri palkein meri palkon se mila de
Aasoo tere saare meri palkon pe sajaa de

Tu har ghadi har waqt mere saath raha hai
Haan yeh jism kabhi door kabhi paas raha hai
Jo bhi ghum hain yeh tere unhein tu mera bataa de

Kuch is tarah teri palkein meri palkon se mila de
Aasoo tere saare meri palkon pe sajaa de


Mujhko toh tere chehre pe yeh ghum nahin janchta
Jaayaz nahin lagta mujhe ghum se tera rishta
Sun meri guzarish ise chehre se hataa se
Sun meri guzarish ise chehre se hataa se

Kuch is tarah teri palkein meri palkon se mila de
Aansoo tere saare meri palkon pe sajaa de

You make me rise when I fall


I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause every time we touch, I get this feeling.
And every time we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause every time we touch, I feel this static.
And every time we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall

जो सब सहकर भी उन्हें चाहती रही....

याद रो रो के तेरी सताती रही,
आग जुदाई की दिल को जलाती रही|
आंधियाँ जब गुजरती रहीं बाग़ से,
साख-ए-गुल अपने सर को झुकाती रही|
अपनी मोहब्बत की नाकामियां क्या करू,
ख्वाहिश-ए-इश्क हर कदम मुझे रुलाती रही|
वो दूसरों से हंस-हंस के मिलते रहे,
मेरी ही बदकिश्मती अश्क बहाती रही|
हम वफ़ा जिनसे करते रहे उम्र भर,
हमपे उनकी जफ़ा मुस्कुराती रही|
शायद कुसूर मेरी मोहब्बत का ही है,
जो सब सहकर भी उन्हें चाहती रही|

कल याद बहुत तुम आये थे...


कल हल्की हल्की बारिश थी,
कल सर्द हवा का रक्स भी था|
कल फूल भी निखरे निखरे थे,
कल उनमें आपका अक्स भी था|
...कल बादल गहरे काले थे,
कल चाँद पे लाखों पहरे थे|
कुछ टुकड़े आपकी यादों के,
बड़ी देर से दिल में ठहरे थे|
कल यादें उलझी उलझी थी,
और कल तक ये न सुलझी थीं|
कल याद बहुत तुम आये थे,
कल याद बहुत तुम आये थे......

Move on

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

I will wait for you..... Forever...


My heart aches with quiet desperation
My eyes weep as I search for you always
My skin parched without your touch
My breath trapped waiting for another breath with you

Come to me now my divine love!
Don't you know my suffering without you?
Yet my suffering is sweet & satisfying
For I feel a deep longing in my heart for you

Since the day I beheld you
I have not been content without you
If I must wait til the end of time
Then patiently, I will wait for you
Forever...

With All My Heart


I never really believed,
In this whole "love" thing,
But when I first saw you,
I could hear my heart sing.

That sweet smile on your face,
The gentle look in your eye,
Just one look at you,
And I could hear myself sigh.

I gathered my courage,
And initiated right up to you,
From that day forward,
I knew it was true.

We just started out as friends,
And talking on the phone,
But I couldn't take it anymore,
So I let my true feelings be shown.

I told you how I really felt,
The love I had for you,
My worst fear was you'd turn away,
But that turned out not to be true.

You told me you felt the same,
But had the same fear as me,
From that day forward,
We knew it was meant to be.

I strongly hope we'll always be together,
And things will be the same forever,
they will never tear apart,
I'd also like to remind you,

That I love you with all my heart. :)

A Heart full of Love


I would always love you no matter wherever you be ....
My eyes would always await you till they are close forever unwillingly .. !!
I miss you beyond imagination, I miss you every second of my life ....
You are the reason I breathe, you are the reason I survive .. !!
I love you whole heartedly, I'm ready to wait for you, my entire life ....
Just to embrace you in my arms and experience the love for me within your eyes .. !!
I want to give you everything but got nothing to give you ....
I've got one thing for you that even the whole world can't give you ..
.... A Heart full of Love ♥ !!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Wish of a girl....

I want to be the girl you scare to loose.
I want to be the girl whom u miss.
I want to be the girl whom u love unconditionally..
I want to be the girl who caresses your hairs to sleep..
I want to be the girl who brings u coffee every morning..
...I want to be the girl who is the world to u..

For Every.....


For every heart that finds love,
............there is a heart that cries.
For every dream that is reborn,
............there is a dream that dies.
For every day filled with sun,
............there is a day of rain.
For every hour filled with joy,
............there is an hour of pain.
For every smile upon a face,
...........there is a tear to cry.
For every fond hello you say,
............there is a sad goodbye.

...But you'll never know...

That heart of mine that refuses to beat.
The hate in your eyes is my only defeat...
The chains of your love I still carry..
Cuts deep into my skin
My heart is bleeding day & night..
...But you'll never know...I'm dying within...

Sunday, January 16, 2011

.........तो ना कहता जिन्दगी भर बस ये "काश" है


ये समंदर भी कितना पास है ...
फिर भी दो बूँद की प्यास है .
...आसमां मिल जाए इस जमीं से ...
आज भी इस बात की आस है.
नहीं पड़ता है फर्क तुझे ...
पर इसी बात से तो तू ख़ास है.
मत कर बात और ना देख मुझे ...
पर रहेगी तू हरपल मेरे पास है.
मुस्कुराता तो मै अब भी हूँ ...
बस लोग कहते मुझे जिन्दा लाश हैं.

झनझनाती तेरी मुस्कराहट आज भी है ...
जो हर मजबूर की ख़ुशी में तेरा वास है.
मुसीबतों से भागता हूँ नहीं मै अब ...
क्यूंकि तेरी यादों का साथ मेरे पास है.
गर जान लिया होता मैंने जो पहले तुमको
तो ना कहता जिन्दगी भर बस ये "काश" है|
Author: Narendra Kumar alias 'Nandy'

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Kellie Pickler - Best Days of Your Life

'Cause I'll be there in the back of your mind,
From the day we met to you making me cry.
And it's just too bad.
You've already had the best days,
The best days of your life.

Ain't it a shame,
A shame that every time you hear my name
Brought up in a casual conversation
You can't think straight?
Ain't it sad you can't forget about what we had?
Take a look at her, and do you like what you see
or do you wish it was me?

'Cause I'll be there in the back of your mind,
From the day we met to the very last night.
And it's just too bad.
You've already had the best days,
The best days of your life.

Does she know, know about the times you used to hold me,
Wrap me in your arms,
And how you told me I'd be the only one?
Heard about (yeah, someone told me)
Once when you were out she went a little crazy,
Ran her mouth about me.
Ain't jealousy funny?

'Cause I'll be there in the back of your mind,
From the day we met to the very last night.
And it's just too bad.
You've already had the best days,
The best days of your

Life with me was a fairy tale love.
I was head-over-heels 'til you threw away us.
And it's just too bad.
You've already had the best days,
The best days of your life.

I heard you're gonna get married,
Have a nice little family,
Live out my dreams with someone new.
But I've been told that a cheater is always a cheater,
And I've got my pride
And she's got you.

'Cause I'll be there in the back of your mind,
From the day we met to you making me cry.
And it's just too bad.
You've already had the best days,
The best days of your life.

Of your life.
Yeah
You're gonna think of me.
You're gonna think of me.
Of your life.
Of your life.
It's a shame.
It's a shame.

Pencil and Eraser


Pencil: You know, I'm really sorry.

Eraser:For What? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry, because you get hurt because of me. Whenever I make a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller every time.
...
Eraser: That's true, but I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though, one of these days, I know I'll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. ♥

Friday, January 14, 2011

Wrong decision....at.......Wrong Time


    Months After They Broke Up,
    He Asked Her,
    if he ever crossed her mind
    she replied with, "you never left."
    She asked him
    if he still love her,
    He replied with, "I never stopped."

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Ask You Why?


Someday I Will Ask You Why?
It seems like yesterday,
when i use to see you everyday,
but someday i will ask you why?
it always ends in goodbye...

It seems like our love grew,
and the time just flew,
but someday i will ask you why?
about the darkness in the sky...

It seems like a hangover,
thought you could be my lover,
but someday i will ask you why?
would you never give it a try...

It seems like the moment we met,
Emptying wine bottles just to forget,
but someday i will ask you why?
do i always need to get high...

It seems like a lonely night,
and afraid to turn off the light,
but someday i will ask you why?
thought of you makes me cry...

it seems like a perfect day,
but it went like everyday,
thought i could ask you why?
but with no answer but a sigh...

I Don't want to fall in love with you again..!!


Wet sand covered my feet and toes,
as water on this quiet beach flows,
It ain't this sand which left that stain,
I Don't want to fall in love with you again..!!

You ripped my heart into small pieces,
whatever the excuse this feeling never ceases,
My empty heart just started to regain,
I Don't want to fall in love with you again..!!

Broken glass of memories start to fall,
from an old frame I cannot recall,
and tears fall like monsoon rain,
I Don't want to fall in love with you again..!!

I agreed to what people call fate,
I know cost of losing a soul mate,
your words still hurt and pain,
I Don't want to fall in love with you again..!!

My fear grew more with every night,
and every day I was alive had no light,
This loneliness drives me more Insane,
but, I Don't want to fall in love with you again..!!

Every word you said seemed so true,
but, in the end there were only few,
and those few too always went in-vane,
I Don't want to fall in love with you again..!!

Don't come to me crying for my love,
coz, that is something you don't deserve,
I never stopped Loving you, you Inane,
How can I fall in love with you again..!!

True Love [Poem]

True love is a sacred flame
That burns eternally,
And none can dim its special glow
Or change its destiny.
True love speaks in tender tones
...And hears with gentle ear,
True love gives with open heart
And true love conquers fear.
True love makes no harsh demands
It neither rules nor binds,
And true love holds with gentle hands
The hearts that it entwines......

A sad story


एक दिन male चिड़िया ने female चिड़िया से पूछा : "तुम मुझे छोड़कर कभी चली तो नहीं जाओगी ?"
Female चिड़िया बोली "उड़ जाउंगी तो तुम पकड़ लेना|"
Male चिड़िया ने कहा : तुम्हें पकड़ तो सकता हूँ, लेकिन फिर 'पा' नहीं पाऊंगा |
ये सुनकर Female चिड़िया की आँखों में आंसू आ गए और उसने अपने पंख तोड़ दिए| उसके बाद वो male चिड़िया से बोली कि "अब हम हमेशा साथ ही रहेंगे|"
एक दिन जोर का तूफ़ान आने वाला था| तूफ़ान आता देख male चिड़िया उड़ने की बारे में सोचने लगा | उसको देखकर female चिड़िया ने उसे कहा "में उड़ नहीं सकती, तुम ही उड़ जाओ और अपनी जान बचा लो"
Male चिड़िया की इच्छा पूरी हो गयी| वह female चिड़िया को "अपना ख्याल रखना" कहकर किसी सुरक्षित स्थान पर चला गया|
जब तूफ़ान थम गया तो male चिड़िया अपने उसी पेड़ पर वापस आया जहाँ वो female चिड़िया को छोड़कर गया था |
female चिड़िया मर चुकी थी| मरने से पहले उस चिड़िया ने पेड़ की डाली पर कुछ लिखा......
"काश वो एक बार तो कहता कि में तुम्हे छोड़कर नहीं जा सकता, तो शायद में तूफ़ान के आने से पहले न मरती"
Moral of the Story : Love exists till the circumstances are good, otherwise nobody cares...

Love: Now-a-days

(आजकल के लड़के कैसे हो गए हैं )
 समर्पित भावनाओ का सदा उपहास करते हैं,
कि Use And Throw की Theory पे, अजब विश्वास करते हैं|
नए इस दौर के इन मजनुओं से दूर ही रहना,
मोहब्बत ये नहीं करते, ये Time Paas करते हैं||

कहेंगे आसमां से चाँद तारे तोड़ लाने की,
करेंगे बात ये ताउम्र रिश्ते को निभाने की|
मगर ये क्या करें, इन मनचले भँवरों की आदत है,
Juhi के साथ होकर भी, Chameli को लुभाने की||




(और लड़कियां कैसी हो गयी हैं)

इनकी आशिकी में जो मुंगेरीलाल हो जाये,
समुन्दर धीरे धीरे, घटते घटते, ताल हो जाये|
मधुर मुस्कान के बदले, चपत ऐसी लगाती हैं,
वो Birla हो की Tata, अंत तक कंगाल हो जाये||

इनके प्यार करने के नियम भी Hard होते हैं,
इनके दिल के दरवाजे पे, अक्सर Guard होते हैं|
उन्ही से दिल लगाती हैं, उन्ही पे जान लुटती हैं,
की जिनकी जेब में, दस बीस Credit Card होते हैं||

कुछ दर्द कलेजे से लगाने के लिये है...

अशआर मेरे यूं तो ज़माने के लिये है
कुछ शेर फ़कत उनको सुनने के लिये है

अब ये भी नहीं ठीक कि हर दर्द मिटा दें
कुछ दर्द कलेजे से लगाने के लिये है

आँखो में जो भर लोगे तो काँटो से चुभेंगे
ये ख्वाब तो पलकों पे सजाने के लिये है

देखुं जो तेरे हाथों को लगता है तेरे हाथ
मन्दिर में फ़कत दीप जलने के लिये है

सोचो तो बड़ी चीज़ है तहज़ीब बदन की
वर्ना तो बदन आग बुझाने के लिये है|

Monday, January 10, 2011

In search of True Love....

Today I share a story of Journey,
To some its life, To some its money,
A journey that every soul has to serve,
The journey in search of True love..!!

When we are born, we are weak,
Affection and care is all that we seek,
A Mother's touch is more than we deserve,
Still we move further in search of True love..!!

As we learn to walk, we need someone to supervise,
When we are in danger, we need his advise,
This gift is something, A Father will reserve,
As we go on In search of True love..!!

As we go further, we need some more,
We find friends, we always adore,
They are only one's who can observe,
and come along us In search of True love..!!

Sometimes with friends, we feel more alone,
Now we need someone, we can call our own,
and for who, we are most important and above,
and we live in a heart, In search of True love..!!

We get more warmth, and get our first kiss,
We reach to best friend and share the bliss,
Taking slow steps, feelings get more verve,
We go beyond limits In search of True Love..!!

Then its break up, and first time we get hurt,
Tears can't stop, and we pretend more to flirt,
The deep pain teaches, love is meant to preserve,
This time we go deeper in search of True love..!!

We grow old, now we need a life partner,
With whom we share life's every dinner,
For whom we care and try to conserve,
The place where ends, search of True Love..!!

Too Often

Too often, we don't realize, What we have until it's gone.....
Too often, we wait too late to say..."I'm sorry - I was wrong."
Sometimes, it seems, we hurt the ones We hold dearest to our hearts.
And we allow foolish things, To tear our lives apart.
Far too many times, we let Unimportant things into our minds
And then it's usually too late, To see what made us blind.
So be sure that you let people know, How much they mean to you.
Take that time to say the words, Before your time is through.
Be sure that you appreciate, Everything you've got
And be thankful for the little things, in life that mean a lot.

तुझसे मिला जख्म कई दिन हरा रहा था..................


वो अपनी मजबूरियाँ बता रहा था..
मुझे लगा कि पीछा छुडा रहा था..

जेहन खो चुका था आँफिस की जी हजूरी मे
दिल अब तलक मुझे दिल्ली घुमा रहा था

उसे भुलाने की कोशिशे पलटवार कर गयी
भूला हुआ भी अब तो याद आ रहा था

तन्हाइयो मे ही गुजरी सब नाकामियाँ अपनी
अब हर कोई साथी अपना बता रहा था

भूला नही हूँ मै तेरी वो सौगाते
तुझसे मिला जख्म कई दिन हरा रहा था..................

                                        --Dedicated to my 'heart-breaker'