Don't leave me...

Last night I said I was OK
I lied, I cried
I pulled the razor deep
I laughed as I watched
The blood start to seep,
I took the pills and hoped
I wouldn’t wake from my sleep

How am I supposed to ask you
If it’s all OK
If I can’t talk to you
In the dark I’ll find my own way
For the mistakes I’ve made, I always will pay
These are cruel games, That good likes to play

How could I ever have thought
That I was enough for you
How could I have ever though, I could be good enough

I know you're not like all the rest
I know your better than the best

I know I’m broken
I know I’m a mess
I know I’m worthless
I know I’m nothing

I’ve disappointed
So many people
I’m not what I should have been to anyone
I’m not even good enough for them
How could I think I was good enough for you

I still love you
And I always will
But please tell me how you feel now
Tell me if you feel the same
Cause not talking to you
And not knowing, is driving me insane
And I’m wondering
Can you tell I’m in pain
And I’m glad you can’t see the tears, that fall like rain
And you can’t hear the sobs
I try so hard to hide

I will always love you
Nothing can change that
But if you don’t love me Tell me
Don’t leave me open
Don’t leave my bleeding
Don’t leave me wondering
Don’t leave me hoping
Don’t leave me hurting...!!