बहते अश्को की ज़ुबान नही होती, लफ़्ज़ों मे मोहब्बत बयां नही होती, मिले जो प्यार तो कदर करना, किस्मत हर कीसी पर मेहरबां नही होती. अपने दिल को पत्थर का बना कर रखना , हर चोट के निशान को सजा कर रखना । उड़ना हवा में खुल कर लेकिन , अपने कदमों को ज़मी से मिला कर रखना । छाव में माना सुकून मिलता है बहुत , फिर भी धूप में खुद को जला कर रखना । उम्रभर साथ तो रिश्ते नहीं रहते हैं , यादों में हर किसी को जिन्दा रखना । वक्त के साथ चलते-चलते , खो ना जाना , खुद को दुनिया से छिपा कर रखना । रातभर जाग कर रोना चाहो जो कभी , अपने चेहरे को दोस्तों से छिपा कर रखना । तुफानो को कब तक रोक सकोगे तुम , कश्ती और मांझी का याद पता रखना । हर कहीं जिन्दगी एक सी ही होती हैं , अपने ज़ख्मों को अपनो को बता कर रखना । मन्दिरो में ही मिलते हो भगवान जरुरी नहीं , हर किसी से रिश्ता बना कर रखना.....
बस दो लम्हों की उम्र मिली, क्या ख़ाक जिए क्या ख़ाक मरे? हर रोज शिकायत झगड़ों की, हर रोज कहानी तारों की, जो माँ की गोद में सिमट गया, उस बचपन को अब याद करे| एक रात मिलो तुम चाँद तले, एक आग जले जज्बातों की, सौ ख्वाब समेटे पलकों पर, एक दूजे की फरियाद करें| कुछ दूर हमारे साथ चलो, कुछ वीरानी सी राहों में, इन दो बाँहों के साये में, सब अश्कों को आज़ाद करें| हर दर्द दिलासे देता है, हर याद कहानी कहती है, तुम साथ रहो इन लम्हों में, हम गुलशन को आबाद करें|
बड़ी मुश्किल-सी कोई बात, भई आसान होती है अगर इंसानी फ़ितरत की, हमें पहचान होती है हुजूमे-ग़म जो आ जाए, हुजूमे-शाद हो ऐ दिल ग़मों से लड़ के ही तो, ज़िंदगी आसान होती है कहा करते हैं दौलत में, बहुत अच्छइयाँ होतीं ये जो हो हाथ में शैतान के, शैतान होती है बड़ी सरमाया है नेकी हज़ारों नेकियाँ कर लो यहाँ तक एक भी नेकी कभी ताबान होती है अगर खुशियाँ ही खुशियाँ हों तुम्हें महसूस होगा रंज मुसलसल रौशनी भी दर्द का सामान होती है।
खूशहाल हूँ - अब मेरी तवियत का मुझे कोई परवाह नहीं ,
तन्हा हूँ - मेरे इर्द-गिर्द कोई दोस्त-ओ-खैरख्वाह नहीं ... ( खैरख्वाह = wellwishers )
ज़िंदगी को यूँ ही जीया मैं हंसी-मज़ाक़ के जरिये
ग़मगीन ज़ीश्त-ओ-मौत को वैसे भी कोई हमराह नहीं ...
लोग फिसल जाते हैं अक्सर इक नज़र की तरावट पे -
उस चोट का ज़ख्म नहीं भरता - यूँ करता कोई आगाह नहीं ... ( आगाह = warn , alert )
हर इक शाम को एक सहेर है ये कहते हैं लोग मगर -
फिर क्यूँ मेरे शब्-ए-हिज्र को अब तक कोई सबाह नहीं ... ( सबाह = dawn , daybreak )
अहल-ए-वफ़ा-ओ-उल्फत से हम करते रहे इश्क ता-उमर
जिस्म मिले थे सब के सब - कंही कोई अरवाह नहीं ... ( अरवाह = souls , spirits )
बदी के राह सैंकड़ों हैं और सफ़र भी उस पे है आसाँ
नेकी के तंग गलियों में पर होता कोई गुमराह नहीं ...
- रणजीत
एक कहानी मेरी जुबानी वो मुझसे बहुत प्यार करती थी पर हमेशा इज़हार से कतराती थी इस बात की खबर तो मुझे थी मगर कभी दिलचस्पी नहीं दिखाई मैंने ... हाल-फिलहाल हम फिर टकराए वो मेरे बारे में मुझसे ही पूछने लगी मगर कुछ घुमा फिराकर मेरे नाम को थोड़ा सा बदलकर हल्के से आँखें चुराकर सारे माज़ी के दामन छुडाकर ... मैं भी अनजान बना रहा अपनी जगह अडिग तना रहा उसे खुद पे ही शक होने लगा शायद कोस रही थी खुद को यकीन था उसे कि कुछ पता नहीं मुझको सोचती होगी कि उसके प्यार से बेखबर हूँ मैं उस के जज्बातों और हसरतों के बे-कद्र हूँ मैं
पहला प्यार था मैं उसका मगर वो मेरे माज़ी का हिस्सा कभी नहीं बनी :-) बचपन के प्यार को लोग संजीदगी से नहीं लेते मगर पहला प्यार को कभी भूल भी नहीं पाते !!!
ये अच्छा हुआ कि उसने अब भी इज़हार नहीं किया वरना इनकार करते मुझे बड़ी तकलीफ होती यूँ तो उसने मेरा इंतज़ार भी नहीं किया फिर क्या बुरा जो मैंने इकरार न किया !!!
उदास होकर वो फिर जुदा हो गयी मुझमें फिर से उसे दिलासा देने का ख्याल उमड़ आया बात करना चाहा मगर वो यही सोचती रही कि मैं संगदिल हूँ खामोश हो गयी वो ... चलो कोई बात नहीं शायद फिर से कोई बात चले दिल में उनके वही जज़्बात पले मगर मैं कहना चाहता था - "बेसबब बात बढ़ाने की ज़ुरूरत क्या है" और वो सोचती रही कि "बात निकलेगी तो फिर दूर तलक जायेगी" ! खैर, अब जो कुछ भी हो मगर उसकी मोहव्बत मुक़म्मल है पहला प्यार भी और आख़री भी ... -रणजीत [https://www.facebook.com/ranjeet.dutta1/posts/10150503144859546]
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman
out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other
woman loves you too, and she would love to spend some time with you."
The
other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has
been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three
children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night
I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie.
"What's
wrong, are you well?" she asked. My mother is the type of woman who
suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of
bad news.
"I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us."
She thought about it for a moment, and then said...
"I would like that very much."
That
Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up, I was a bit
nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to
be nervous about our date. She waited in the door with her coat on.
She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to
celebrate her last wedding anniversary. She smiled from a face that was
as radiant as an angel's.
"I told my friends that I was
going to go out with my son, and they were impressed," she said, as she
got into the car. "They can't wait to hear about our meeting."
We
went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and
cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady. After we sat
down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large print.
Half way through the entries, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting
there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips.
"It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small," she said.
"Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor," I responded.
During
the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation - nothing extraordinary
but catching up on recent events of each other's life. We talked so
much that we missed the movie.
As we arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you." I agreed.
"How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home.
"Very nice. Much more so than I could have imagined," I answered.
A
few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened
so suddenly that I didn't have a chance to do anything for her. Some
time later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt
from the same place mother and I had dined. An attached note said: "I
paid this bill in advance. I wasn't sure that I could be there; but
nevertheless, I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your
wife. You will never know what that night meant for me. I love you,
son."
At that moment I understood the importance of saying, in time, "I LOVE YOU."
And
to give our loved ones the time they deserve. Because nothing is more
important in life than family... and they shouldn't be put off until
"some other time.”
My husband is an Engineer by
profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm
feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Three years of
courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I
am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now
transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. I am a sentimental
woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my
feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning
for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity,
and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has
disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my
decision, that I wanted a divorce.
“Why?” he asked, shocked. “I
am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!” I
answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought
with a lighted cigarette at all times.
My feeling of
disappointment only increased, here was a man who can’t even express his
predicament, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked me:”
What can I do to change your mind?” Somebody said it right, it’s hard to
change a person’s personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith
in him.
Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered : “Here
is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change
my mind, Let’s say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain
cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your
death, will you do it for me?” He said :” I will give you your answer
tomorrow….” My hopes just sank by listening to his response.
I
woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with
his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the dining table
near the front door, that goes….
My dear, “I would not pick
that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons
further..” This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued
reading. “When you use the computer you always mess up the Software
programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers
so that I can help to restore the programs.
You always leave
the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open
the door for you. You love traveling but always lose your way in a new
city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way.
You always
have the cramps whenever your “good friend” approaches every month, I
have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy. You
like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile
autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure
your boredom.
You always stare at the computer, and that will
do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we
grow old, I can help to clip your nails,and help to remove those
annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down
the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand… and tell
you the color of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young
face…
Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone
who loves you more than I do… I could not pick that flower yet, and
die.. ” My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his
handwriting… and as I continue on reading…
“Now, that you have
finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front
door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh
milk…
I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face,
clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread….
Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and
I have decided to leave the flower alone…
That’s life, and
love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades
away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the
peace and dullness.
Love shows up in all forms, even very small
and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull
and boring form.. . flowers, and romantic moments are only used and
appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of
true love stands… and that’s our life… Love, not words win arguments…
Love can be red, ....like the intense heat of a passionate kiss, ....the color of sweetness, ....the color of strawberries. Love can be blue, ....like the comfort we take in a pair of denim jeans, ....the color of strength, ....the color of perfect skies. Love can be yellow, ....bright and warm like the morning sun, ....like the sounds of laughters of children on the merry-go-round, ....like the sounds of fun from the boys flying kites in the open fields. Love can be green, ....peaceful and serene I can hear your heart beats, ....it is the feeling of a loving hand that touch a grieving heart, ....it is the whispering of trusting words to a distressing soul. Love can be orange, ....the loudness of it can drive you up a wall, ....it can drive you to sing like nobody is listening, ....it can drive you to dance like nobody is watching. Love can be purple, ....the courage we need to love bravely and unselfishly, ....the moment I first kiss you i know that i am not afraid to risk
involvement, ....the day the declaration of your love for me was made
known to the world.
Mera Gham Hi Aakhir Mere Kaam Aaya
Mera Gham Hi Aakhir Mere Kaam Aaya
Aaj Bahut Roya Ke Aaram Aaya
Mera Gham Hi Aakhir Mere Kaam Aaya
Lakh Chhupaya Is Jamaane Se
Lakh Chhupaya Is Jamaane Se
Meri Ghazal Mein Aakhir Tera Naam Aaya
Aaj Bahut Roya Ke Aaram Aaya
Mera Gham Hi Aakhir Mere Kaam Aaya
Chhod Di Kab Ki Zindagi Humne
Chhod Di Kab Ki Zindagi Humne
Chhod Ke Jabse Shehar Tera Apne Gaon Aaya
Aaj Bahut Roya Ke Aaram Aaya
Mera Gham Hi Aakhir Mere Kaam Aaya
So Rahe The Chain Se Kabar Mein
So Rahe The Chain Se Kabar Mein
Uth Gaye Sir Pe Achanak Jo Tera Paanv Aaya
Aaj Bahut Roya Ke Aaram Aaya
Mera Gham Hi Aakhir Mere Kaam Aaya
Hashar Ka Din Hai Aaj Jashan Mana
Hashar Ka Din Hai Aaj Jashan Mana
Baandh Ke Sir Pe Kafan Dekho Aaj Maan Aaya
Aaj Bahut Roya Ke Aaram Aaya
Mera Gham Hi Aakhir Mere Kaam Aaya
Mera Gham Hi Aakhir Mere Kaam Aaya
मेरी मोहब्बत मेरे जज़्बात सिर्फ तुमसे हैं, देखो मेरी कायनात, सिर्फ तुमसे है| औरों से पूछने का हक़, मैं नहीं रखता,
मेरे सवालात मेरे जज़्बात सिर्फ तुमसे हैं| तुमको मालूम ही नहीं मेरी तन्हाई का दुःख, मेरी सोचें मेरे खयालात सिर्फ तुमसे हैं| गर कभी बिखर जाऊं तो, समेत लेना मुझको, है मुकम्मल जो मेरी जात, सिर्फ तुमसे है||
बादल जो गरजते हैं, बरसा नहीं करते, मोहसिन कभी एहसान का चर्चा नहीं करते||
आँखों में बसा लेते हैं टूटे हुए मंजर, जाते हुए लोगों को पुकारा नहीं करते|| कहते हैं चुप-चाप से रहते हैं वो अक्सर, जुल्फें भी, सुना है वो, संवारा नहीं करते||
हम गोशा-ए-तन्हाई में रोते हैं जी भर के, हम शहर की गलियों में तमाशा नहीं करते||
किताबों के पन्ने पलट कर सोचते हैं, यूँ ही पलट जाये जिंदगी तो क्या बात हो | तमन्ना जो पूरी हो ख्वावों में, हकीक़त बन जाये तो क्या बात हो |
कुछ लोग मतलब के लिए ढूंढते हैं मुझे, बिन मतलब कोई आये तो क्या बात हो | क़तल करके तो सब ले जायेंगे दिल मेरा, कोई बातों से ले जाये तो क्या बात हो | जो शरीफों की शराफत में बात न हो, एक शराबी कह जाये तो क्या बात हो | जिंदा रहने तक तो ख़ुशी दूँगा सबको, किसी को मेरी मौत से ख़ुशी मिल जाये तो क्या बात हो |
Whenever I am stuck in dark,
I just wait for your one sight,
This can't be just another spark,
Your love is brighter than any light,
I know I cannot touch any star,
But I'll never let you go very far,
Because you make me strong and set me free,
All I wanna say is thank you for loving me..!!
Friday, September 16, 2011
कुछ तीर से डरते हैं, कुछ तलवार से डरते हैं|
कोई दो नयनों के वार से डरते हैं| बहुत तेज चलते हैं कुछ लोग ज़िन्दगी में, कुछ ऐसे भी हैं जो रफ़्तार से डरते हैं| यकीन है अगर रब की रहमत पर,
फिर क्यूँ लोग इंतज़ार से डरते हैं? करते हैं मोहब्बत तो रखते हैं पर्दा,
पता नहीं क्यूँ इज़हार से डरते हैं? लगी है चोट दिल पर जिनके,
कुछ ऐसे भी हैं जो प्यार से डरते हैं|
It hurts to think of our memories I wish I could turn back the time Where you and I promise under the moonlight Never leave each other life, but why?
Now, you have changed, become stranger My life is all empty without you, baby Silently, I begin to shed my tears I am unable to let you go, I still need you
I wish you could see inside my heart I hate that we are apart, what happened with us? I wish I could make you mine forever I don’t know why things are like this
I am missing you more than I usually do I really can’t live without your love Please clutch my hand and hold me tight Please don’t leave, I don’t wanna be alone
I was tryinna find a reason
To tell you that I'm sorry
I've been lying all this while
So that you never worry
Baby, Meeting friends or working late
It was just a story
Girl I lied, Made you cry
Yeah....
I said my car ran outta gas I had to
Walk till I was late
No reception on the phone tried to
Call but had no change
Baby, I never meant to lie to you
But the truth was hard to face
Girl I tried, Not to lie
You can call me a liar (liar)
I was too weak to face the truth
You can call me a liar (liar)
I couldn't tell you I'll leave you soon
Girl I had my reasons believe me
I never wanted to see that you cry
You can call me a liar (liar)
I really love you that's why I lied
You can call me a liar (liar) [x3]
I really love you that's why I lied
She cut the call when she was on ma phone
When you picked up the line
You got so mad and asked me who's the girl
I'm sleeping with behind
Baby, I had no words to say
So I guess I will try
Not to lie....it's the time...
I said my car ran outta gas I had to
Walk till I was late
No reception on the phone tried to
Call but had no change
Baby, I never meant to lie to you
But the truth was hard to face
Girl I tried, Not to lie
Girl I never tried to cheat and lie
But I guess I had no choice
Now I guess it's time to say goodbye
So baby hear my voice
I was with my doctor all this time
When I came home late
She said ma brain is dying
I only got four months to wait
Girl I had my reasons believe me
I never wanted to see that you cry
You can call me a liar (liar)
I really love you that's why I lied
You can call me a liar (liar) [x3]
I really love you that's why I lied
You can call me a liar (liar)
I was too weak to face the truth
You can call me a liar (liar)
I couldn't tell you I'll leave you soon
Girl I had my reasons believe me
I never wanted to see that you cry
You can call me a liar (liar)
I really love you that's why I lied
You can call me a liar (liar) [x3] I really love you that's why I lied.
सफ़र की हद है वहां तक के कुछ निशाँ रहे चले चलो के जहाँ तक ये आसमान रहे|
ये क्या, उठाये क़दम और आ गई मंजिल मज़ा तो जब है के पैरों में कुछ थकान रहे| वो शख्स मुझ को कोई जालसाज़ लगता है तुम उस को दोस्त समझते हो, फिर भी ध्यान रहे|
मुझे ज़मीन की गहराइयों ने दाब लिया मैं चाहता था मेरे सर पे आसमान रहे|
अब अपने बीच मरासिम नहीं अदावत है मगर ये बात हमारे ही दरमियान रहे|
मगर सितारों की फसलें उगा सका न कोई मेरी ज़मीन पे कितने ही आसमान रहे|
वो एक सवाल है फिर उस का सामना होगा दुआ करो के सलामत मेरी ज़बान रहे|
जो ना हुआ कभी, वो एक रात हो गया| चाँद को सूरज से प्यार हो गया|| चाँद निकला तलाश में और खो गया, चाँद के जाते ही आसमान उदास हो गया|| सूरज तो जलता ही रहा इंतज़ार में और आग हो गया| सूरज की खता से चाँद के लिए अँधेरा हो गया|| चाँद ने की बेवफाई और तारों के saath हो गया| सिला मिला कुछ इस तरह दोनों पे ग्रहण हो गया|| करते रहे बेरुखी हमेशा के लिए, एक बन गया din और दूसरा रात हो गया||
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
I close my eyes, and there you are; You dazzle me, from near and far; Your silhouette - it strikes me too; No other like it, uniquely you; All perfect curves, from head to toe; From hips to calves, from eyes to nose; Both inside and outside, your brilliance flows; I crave your kiss, my heart explodes; Still strong without you, I remain; Though hard it is, each passing day; I am bolstered too, each sunless night; Your voice I hear, turns dark to light; I want you now, stay near to me; Eyes open wide, still you I see.
So you decided to see me out of the blue
Should I let you come over?
I think you're doing fine
That girl in your arms, does she know where you come from?
Almost made me move out of town
You don't want me to be around
But I stayed anyway.. just in case
Finding reasons to hate you more than before
Like how you said you would call
But never at all.. got rid off your number that I know by heart
You left your things at my place
As if I have all the space cause you know I don't mind
Just come back when you think it's time
I'm all black and white inside
Monotonous from left to right
I decorate my house with things you love
Just in case you show up.. in case you show up
किसी ने चाहा था लड़कपन में तुमको
तुम्हे तो शायद अब याद भी न हो
मन ही मन अपना बनाया था तुमको
तुम्हे तो शायद अब याद भी न हो
उसे न आता था प्यार जताना
उसे न आता था तुमको मनाना
इसलिए शायद सताया था तुमको
तुम्हे तो शायद अब याद भी न हो
दिल ही दिल में अपने ख्वाब बुनता था
सपनो को कलियाँ तेरे लिए चुनता था
कभी न लेकिन बताया था तुमको
तुम्हे तो शायद अब याद भी न हो
रातों को उठकर बिस्तर से जागता था
वो तुम्हे चाहता था तुम्हे मांगता था
दुनिया से रूठकर भी मनाया था तुमको
तुम्हे तो शायद याद भी न हो
सोचता था क्या होगा अंजाम मेरा
कोपियों पे लिखता था वो नाम तेरा
किताबों मेंफूल सा सजाया था तुमको
तुम्हे तो शायद अब याद भी न हो
पीछे कि सीट से क्लास में बैठकर
प्यार से वो तुमको देखता था अक्सर
चाहा मगर गले से लगा न पाया तुमको
तुम्हे तो शायद अब याद भी न हो
बचपन कि वो यादें अब भी आती है
बैचैन करती हैं मुजको रुलाती हैं
सोचा बहत ''तोमर'' भुला न पाया तुमको
तुम्हे तो शायद अब याद भी न हो....
तुम्हे तो शायद अब याद भी न हो...
तुम्हे तो शायद अब याद भी न हो...
कुछ दिन पहले मोहब्बत को सपना समझा हमने,
मोहब्बत हुयी, मोहब्बत को अपना समझा हमने|
मोहब्बत में इस क़दर मदहोश हो गए,
इसकी बेवफाई को वफ़ा समझा हमने|
ज़ख्म इस क़दर मोहब्बत ने दिए,
इन ज़ख्मों को फूल समझा हमने|
मोहब्बत की चीख-ओ-पुकार इस क़दर थी,
के आस-पास लोगों के रोने को आसना समझा हमने|
मोहब्बत की शिद्दत में आँखें इस क़दर चौंधिया गयीं,
हर चमकती चीज को सोना समझा हमने|
दीवाना इस क़दर मोहब्बत ने बनाया हमको,
के अपने को बेगाना समझा हमने|
मोहब्बत की यादें दिल पर कुछ यूँ नक्श कर गयीं,
के उनको भुलाने की कोशिश में खुद को भुला दिया हमने||
तुम क्या जानो मैं खुदा से क्या मांगता हूँ,
तुम्हारे सलामती की हमेशा दुआ मांगता हूँ||
अगर अनजाने में हो जाये कोई तुमसे ख़ता,
तो दो मुझे उसकी सजा, मैं ये मांगता हूँ||
अगर लग जाये कोई चोट तुमको, या हो जाओ तुम परेशान,
तो मेरे हक में वो सारी तकलीफें मांगता हूँ||
ऐ खुदा मेरे दोस्त को ग़म से दूर रखना,
दिन रात तुम्हारे सारे ग़म मांगता हूँ||
तुम हो हमेशा कामयाब, तुम्हारी हर ख्वाहिश हो पूरी,
बस ये चाहता हूँ और तुम्हारी ख़ुशी मांगता हूँ||
मैं जनता हूँ कि तुम मेरे नहीं हो लेकिन,
मैं हमेशा खुदा से तुम्हारा साथ मांगता हूँ||
हर शाम तुमसे मिलने की आदत सी हो गयी,
फिर रफ्ता-रफ्ता तुमसे मोहब्बत सी हो गयी|
शायद ये ताज़ा सी जुदाई का था असर,
हर शक्ल बस कुछ तेरी सूरत सी हो गयी|
एक नाम झिलमिलाने लगा दिल के ताक पर,
एक याद जैसे बाईस-ए-राहत सी हो गयी|
खुद को सजा संवार के रखने का शौक था,
फिर अपने आप से मुझे नफरत सी हो गयी|
मैंने कुछ बयान सफाई में नहीं दिया,
बस चुप रही तो खुद ही वजाहत सी हो गयी|
There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.
Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future didn’t seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then…
Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.
Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company …
You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walk ing to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn’t take him long to realize they were his girl’s parents.
With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn’t the same any more; he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car and followed…and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her…
Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle… therefore she had chosen to leave him. Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have. She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again…he can take some of those back with him…
Once you have loved, you will always love. For what’s in your mind may escape but what’s in your heart will remain forever.
The guy just wept…The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can’t have her, see her or be with her ever again………
10th Grade:
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before.
I handed them to her.She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 11th grade:
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, So I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go home.
She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek..I want to tell her,
I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year:
One fine day she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said. "He's not gonna go". Well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,
we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'.
So we did.
That night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step.
I stared at her as She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why. Graduation:
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why. Marriage:
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now and drive off to her new life, married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it.
But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came !'.
She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why. Death:
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.
At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
"I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it.
I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me !"
"I wish I did too." I thought to my self, and I cried.
Girl, you told me you want me,
Girl you told me you miss me,
Girl you told me you love me.
Thinking of you since dawn to dark,
I can feel your smile and sense the spark.
Baby, I knew you were never true.
But I didn't trust you, such time was very few.
I knew I was a fool when I said I love you,
But I felled a much bigger fool when I thought I didn't love you.
Girl, I knew you wont love me some day.
Girl, I knew you wont miss me some day.
Girl, I knew you wont need me some day,
But I never knew you would leave me alone some day.
I can't see you
I can't smell you
I can't touch you
And I can't feel you
But, somehow, I know you're there.
A distance, so brutally far
A feeling, so uncomfortably near
It fills me with want and desire
And I realize- I must not conspire.
I cannot think and can't imagine
I fear if I do it will make me closer
While you remain out of reach
And probably with someone else...
I know I could be her... if I was there.
I can't see you
I can't smell you
I can't touch you
And I can't feel you
But, somehow, I know you're there.
I long to hear your voice once more.
In the past it filled me with exhilaration
And then left me in despair.
Fill my soul once more with your proper tone
And then jerk it away, as we say, "So long".
I want to know feelings I never felt before
But will I ever experience your gentle touch again?
Or your warm breath against my neck,
As you solemnly whisper, "I LOVE YOU, I NEED YOU."
In the days before I loved you
Things were not so great
The kids at school all laughed at me,
My life was full of hate.
In the days before I loved you
Before our late night talks
I felt my life restrained
Within a little box.
And now that I love you
I look forward to each and every day
You opened up a part of me
That wouldn't have been opened
Any other way..........
Nothing was ever going to be ordinary or the same again.
You could patch up whatever was broken, but if you were the one who had fixed it, you’d always know in your heart where the fault lines lay.
Walking down the hall with her head held high, every hair is in its place, sees a friend and she waves 'Hi', wearing a smile on her perfect face. Friendly, smart, and beautiful, everyone adores this girl. Seemingly content, her head's in a whirl. Inside she's unhappy, and doesn't know why. She lays in her bed at night and cries. She doesn't know what causes the tears; how could this princess have insecurities or fears? She has it all. A pretty smile, many friends,the newest trends, her family has money, she gets good grades, has her own car, and her makeup never fades. Always looking happy, every single day, but inside she's feeling a different way.This is wonder girl, she's everyone's dream, but things aren't always what they seem.
Let him go, get him out of your head, remember you’re not in his. Forget his birthday, his phone number & the sweet things he said; remember those were lies.
Delete his texts, take his contact out of your phone, remember he’s talking to all those other girls instead.
Quit wishing he’ll come back, stop putting yourself down, remember it’s not your fault; he had no good reason to leave.
Just stop it, stop it all, & erase him from your past.
Block out his name, ignore his texts, plug your ears when someone mentions him because trust me, he’s doing perfectly fine WITHOUT YOU
If you ever want to get over him, cut yourself off.
Take every object & memory you have of him & throw it in the trash.
And then maybe, if you’re lucky, you’ll escape him.
ए खुदा! कर दे उस शख्स के हवाले मुझको,
के अपने सीने से वो एक बार लगा ले मुझको,
बिखर गया हूँ मैं टूट कर टुकड़ों में,
दे उसे तौफीक के आ के संभाले मुझको|
या तो उसका साथ अता कर मुझको उम्र भर के लिए,
या तू चुपचाप अपने पास बुला ले मुझको|
जब ठंडी हवा सिरहा-सिरहा, छूकर बदन को गुजरती है,
कभी रूकती है कभी चलती है, सर-सर साँसे भरती है,
तुम छू कर गुज़र जाते हो, फिर याद बहुत आते हो|
जब पतझड़ के पत्ते उड़-उड़, गीले शीशों से चिपकते हैं,
जब दर्द उभर कर नस-नस में, टूटे शीशों से चटकते हैं,
तुम मन चटका जाते हो, फिर याद बहुत आते हो|
जब ओस के छोटे-छोटे कण, नन्हे बच्चों से उछलते हैं,
जब धूप की किरणों से तपकर, बर्फ के कण पिघलते हैं,
तुम फिर से खो जाते हो, और याद बहुत आते हो|
तुम रूठ जाओ मुझसे, ऐसा कभी ना करना,
मैं एक नज़र को तरसूँ, ऐसा कभी ना करना||
मैं पूछ-पूछ हारूँ, सौ-सौ सवाल करके,
तुम कुछ जवाब ना दो, ऐसा कभी ना करना||
मुझसे ही मिलके हसना, मुझसे ही मिलके रोना,
मुझसे बिछड़ के जी लो, ऐसा कभी ना करना||
तुम चाँद बनके रहना, मैं देखता रहूँगा,
किसी रोज़ तुम ना निकलो, ऐसा कभी ना करना||
तुम चले जाओ जब भी, तो देखूं तुम्हारा रास्ता,
तुम लौट के ना आओ, ऐसा कभी ना करना||
Tonight when you look up at the stars,
Try and count them all,
I miss you that much..
When you go to the beach,
Try to count every grain of sand,
I trust you that much..
When you go in the water..
Try and count each drop of water in the ocean,
I need you that much..
When your heart beat..
Try and count each and every beat for a day,
I love you that much!!
I’ve tried to spend my time Alone...
Tried to play some songs...
But every song still reminds me of you...
Every sound still reminds me of you...
I try to look for something that to hold on to..
Because I’m lost, I’m numb without you!!!
I tried to find some ways to free me from this blue
Cause everything still reminds me of you.
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out
[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now
So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out
[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now
I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye
[Chorus]
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now.
लालायित अधरों से जिसने, हाय, नहीं चूमी हाला,
हर्ष-विकंपित कर से जिसने, हा, न छुआ मधु का प्याला,
हाथ पकड़ लज्जित साकी को पास नहीं जिसने खींचा,
व्यर्थ सुखा डाली जीवन की उसने मधुमय मधुशाला।।१८।
हर आरज़ू पे दिल मचलता है,
हर नींद में इक ख़्वाब पलता है !
वो करीब है इतना
कि उसकी हर सांस का अहसास मेरी हर सांस में होता है,
फिर भी न जाने क्यूँ-
उसे हासिल करना अब भी इक ख़्वाब ही लगता है,
पर ये दिल तो दिल है जो, अब भी हर आरज़ू पे मचलता है !!
Hope is knowing that a positive outcome awaits.
Hope is not only expecting a dream to come true,
But also having a deep assurance
That it's within your reach.
Hope is saying you can.
Hope is knowing that you can improve
And that you always get better with practice.
Hope is knowing that you can achieve your goals
Through hard work and persistence.
Hope is looking to the future with joy
And having an expectation of
Better things to come.
Hope is the knowledge that life is everlasting,
And that miracles happen every day.
Hope is something that never abandons you.
Even when your life is filled with
Sadness and disappointment,
A spark remains inside to help you
Get through the rough times.
Hope is one of God's greatest gifts to you,
Because it's the magic that inspires you
To keep trying, learning, loving, and living..
and most of all Surviving.
अगर मैं हद से गुजर जाऊं, तो मुझे माफ़ कर देना,
तेरे दिल में उतर जाऊं, तो मुझे माफ़ कर देना||
यूँ ही गुस्से में आकर डांट देना तो मेरी आदत है,
अगर ऐसा मैं कर जाऊं, तो मुझे माफ़ कर देना||
रास्ते में तुझे देख कर, तेरी दीद की खातिर,
पल भर जो ठहर जाऊं तो मुझे माफ़ कर देना||
तेरी पल भर की जुदाई भी मुझे जीने नहीं देती,
तेरे बिन ग़र मर जाऊं, तो मुझे माफ़ कर देना||
I'm Not Angry Because We Broke Up,
I'm Sad Because I Can't Let You Go..
I'm Not Angry At You For Not Loving Me,
I'm Angry With Me For Still Loving You..
I'm Not Angry That I Lost You, I'm Sad Because I Once Had You..
I'm Not Angry That I Can't Have You,
I'm Sad Because I Know What I'm Missing..
I'm Not Angry That You've Moved On,
I'm Sad Because I Can't..
I'm Not Angry That You Won't Come Back,
I'm Sad Because I Keep Hoping You Will..
I'm Not Angry Because I Hate You And Don't Want To,
I'm Sad Because I Miss You And I Love You..!
